I like your feminism, I do not like your feminists.

I’m having one of those days where I feel like I should just block everyone I know on social media and start over with new friends.

I’m sitting here, already upset about all the shit that’s happening in my life, and all I see on social media are people fighting about what is/isn’t appropriate feminist behaviour.

I got into this huge fight on a private forum last week with a dude that denies his misogyny, even though he exhibits all the behaviours of a typical misogynist asshole.  And because I firmly believe that one catches more flies with honey than with vinegar, I went out of my way to interact with him with the kindness and respect I hope I’ve earned when speaking with other people.  I even went so far as to tell him that I was one of the most laidback feminists he’d ever meet, which was met with a derisive laugh.

The reason I was met with such scorn?  Because of his previous interactions with feminists who believe that civilness and respect in discussion amounts to tone policing, which is stifling the conversation.


I just did a search for the term “tone policing” on twitter and came up with the following:

tonepolicing is yet another form of dehumanisation.


I think tonepolicing/calls for discussions to be ‘civil’ or ‘rational’ derails discussion, moving them away from the core issues.


Tonepolicing is just another way to silence a person.


Tonepolicing is an unhelpful tactic. You can form an opinion on an issue independent of tone, yes?

w/r/t the last one, because that sticks in my craw the most…no.  No, I cannot form an opinion independent of tone.  Because no one likes being talked down to by a condescending, yelling asshole.  No one.  IDGaF whether you’re a man, a woman or a fucking Orion Slave Trader, if you talk down to me, I’mma clam the fuck up and dig in my heels.  Even if I agree with what you’re saying.  Actually, ESPECIALLY if I agree with what you’re saying.

Nothing makes me question my own stance quicker than being lumped in with people I want nothing to do with.

And I guess maybe I just don’t understand?  Why do we have to jump into everything balls out?  Why do we have to represent the worst of ourselves?  Why can’t we try being fucking CIVIL to one another?  Why does everything have to devolve immediately into who shouts the loudest?

You say that being civil does nothing, but when has screaming at someone ever changed their mind?  When has it ever done anything but convince them that they’re already right?

I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I totally get why some women don’t want to identify as feminist.



Basically, I’ve Always Been a Stubborn Ass

iotbdI have no idea what prompted me to pick up Island of the Blue Dolphins yesterday.  I was in the middle of something else, and for whatever reason thought “HEY, LET’S RE-READ THAT BOOK THAT TRAUMATIZED YOU IN THE FOURTH GRADE!”

Yes, that’s right, I said TRAUMATIZED.

I should explain.  It wasn’t so much the book itself that traumatized me, it was the stupid book report I had to write to go with it.

I was in the GATE program from the first grade on.  But I still didn’t really give a shit about school work.  I mostly did the minimum I could to get by and then made up for it with extra credit.  This served me well throughout my entire school career.

Except for that gorgeous late spring weekend when I was in the fourth grade.

It was hot enough for us to be using the pool that weekend, but my dad and step-mom were away, so I was under the rule of my step-sisters who were 15 and 17.

V, the older of the two didn’t really care whether I had my homework done, but H decided that since she was partially in charge that she was going to be the heavy.

I’d picked this book cos I’d read it several times and figured I could get the report done in half an hour, then spend the rest of the day playing in the pool.

H had other plans, though.  She was a freshman in high school, so of course she knew everything.  My report (which would have received at least a B+ if I’d handed it into Mrs Miller) was NOT GOOD ENOUGH!

No, I had to talk about THEME!

I had to EXPAND on my THOUGHTS!

I had to make this something suitable for handing in as if I were in high school, and I was not okay with this.

I distinctly remember thinking “WTF does she mean, ‘theme’????”

I grabbed my pocket dictionary and looked it up, and that was no help.

So I just started making shit up, when all I really wanted to do was talk about how cool it must’ve been to be living on an island all by yourself without bossy step-sisters telling you what to do all the damn time.

I went through half a notebook worth of paper that Saturday, I re-wrote the entire thing every time I took it to her and it was NEVER GOOD ENOUGH.

So I never got to play in the pool and I was pretty pissed.

fuck this shit

I realize now that she was just fucking with me, and so I’m glad I decided to just hand in my original draft.  But I’m still pissed that I didn’t get to spend my day swimming.



I re-read the book yesterday, not sure what I was expecting.  In the years since fourth grade, I’ve looked up information on the internet about the Lost Woman of San Nicolas, and her story is even sadder than it’s portrayed in the book.

Island of the Blue Dolphins is kind of a feel good story for kids about overcoming adversity (HA!  There’s your theme, H!).  Yeah, she’s left behind and her little brother gets killed by wild dogs (which is surprisingly glossed over) so she’s alone for 18 years on this island with pretty much no one for company, but this chick gets shit done!

She was Ayla before Ayla, IYKWIM.

But the real woman this story was based on was considerably older (she’s described as being ~50 when rescued, not the 30 year old our protagonist would have been), so that makes a lot more sense as to how she could be so self-sufficient.

I mean, when I was a kid (and even as an adult), when I think of being dropped into a survival situation like this I think I’d pretty much just nope the fuck on off this mortal coil cos I know there’s just no way.


What do you think?  Could you have survived by yourself for 18 years with only wild dogs, cormorants and otters for company?  Or would you basically just tell the wild dogs to come at you, bro, cos it’s faster than sleeping to death?

In Which I Try This Again

First post on a fresh new blog.  It’s exciting and scary and all kinds of things.

oh no

If you’re reading this right now when it’s all new, you’re probably at least passingly familiar with my old blog.  My old blog that I loved almost like a child (cos it filled me with stress and joy in equal measures), but decided to say goodbye to cos stalking’s a fucking bitch, yo.

I always felt guilty posting about non-book related stuff over there, cos BOOK was right in the name, but I DIDN’T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE THIS TIME!  No, this blog will be for my opinions.  Cos I haz them.  Books?  Yes.  Music?  Also yes.  Movies, television, Peter Jackson sucking?  Yes, yes, yesssssssss.

❤ you guys.  Thanks for following me again.